Now Available: Creating Hope

I’ve got a short story in this brand new collection from The League of Utah Writers.

My story, titled Tenuous Traditions, is one I wrote as a way to process a lot of feelings rooted in the COVID pandemic and which was extremely cathartic to write. I didn’t know if it would ever be published, but when the open call about creating hope was announced, I knew this was a perfect fit. I’m thrilled to have been selected, and honored to share space with so many fantastic authors. The entire collection is all about creating hope and includes both fiction and nonfiction. This theme is one very welcome given the world we are living in.

Available in ebook and print HERE.


2024 Book Archive

What does it say about 2024 that I didn’t even archive my list of books I read in 2023, and that I read 131 books in the course of the year? I’ll tell you what it says… it says that I used reading as a coping mechanism for the very intense year it was! When I started 2024, my reading goal was 90 books but I blew that completely out of the water. I have always been an avid reader but this was a record-breaking year (also record-breaking in the stress department in case you were wondering about the correlation here!) As I *always* do, I want to capture and recap the year with an archive entry I can look back on and also share recommendations or warnings. So here’s the list and my thoughts on last year for your reading pleasure. No big surprise that you’ll find mostly horror and romance here, and also that it took until April to get this look back on last year posted. Enjoy!

Books I Read in 2024 (in chronological order)

  • The Kiss Quotient (The Kiss Quotient #1), Helen Hoang – a fun romance with real characters and lots of sex on the page.
  • The Bodyguard, Katherine Center – romance with strong female lead who is also a bodyguard with lots of sex on the page.
  • The Troop, Nick Cutter – first horror of the year and very satisfying. I picked up a physical copy of this and Big Sister read it first and couldn’t wait for me to finish to discuss it. Highly recommended for horror fans.
  • The Last Olympian (Percy Jackson #5), Rick Riordan – still slogging through this series because I promised Big Sister I would. I don’t hate them, but they are also not something I would pick up on purpose.
  • The Deep Sky, Yume Kitasei – another read recommended by my kiddo. Great scifi with horrific elements.
  • My Darling Girl, Jennifer McMahon – a psychological thriller about a woman and her mother in law.
  • The Brother’s Hawthorne (The Inheritance Games #4), Jennifer Lynn Barnes – I still can’t explain why I keep returning to this series that I shouldn’t love given my general dislike of YA but here we are, still. This is a continuation/bridge from the original trilogy to a new one coming. I didn’t like it as much as the original trilogy so time will tell whether I keep reading or not.
  • Business or Pleasure, Rachel Lynn Solomon – one of the best romance reads of the year for me. Fantastic and authentic depictions of relationships and modern realities with tons of sex on the page.
  • Legendborn (The Legendborn Cycle #1), Tracy Deonn – meh, this was a YA read Big Sister begged me to read because she loved it so much.
  • You’re the Only One I’ve Told: The Stories Behind Abortion, Meera Shah – very difficult to read nonfiction but worth it to hear the reality of this very timely issue.
  • Welcome Home, Stranger, Kate Christensen – I wanted to like this more because it is a story of a 50-something woman who’s mother has just died. It was okay but not amazing.
  • Great and Precious Things, Rebecca Yarros – I wanted to read other books from this author while we all anxiously await the next installment in her current series. This was a contemporary romance that was enjoyable.
  • The Night Olivia Fell, Christina McDonald – book club pick that was SO good. Psychological thriller plus motherhood heartache and pain combined brilliantly. Highly recommend this one.
  • Rouge, Mona Awad – horror novel by a new-favorite author that was very good.
  • Brainwyrms, Alison Rumfitt – the first DNF of the year. It was very gritty and turns out the content warnings came in very handy for me. I started off with trepidation because it had been recommended by a friend but I couldn’t get past some of the very graphic content. A first for me!
  • Book Lovers, Emily Henry – one of my favorite romance authors and it didn’t disappoint.
  • Carrie Soto is Back, Taylor Jenkins Reid – it was fun to return to the world of TJR and see a different view of relatable events from another of her books. I’m a sucker for this kind of thing and for this author.
  • This Wretched Valley, Jenny Kiefer – a disjointed book trying to be both horror and mystery with supernatural elements. In the end it fell short for me because it didn’t do any of those things effectively in trying to do them all.
  • My Heart is a Chainsaw, Stephen Graham Jones – another DNF for me. I got about halfway through it and just couldn’t care less about the characters or the stories. Life is too short to read books you don’t love! It probably is because it was YA so I may give this author another try with his adult novels.
  • Wreck the Halls, Tessa Bailey – fantastic romance with the enemies to lovers trope mixed with famous parents and shared trauma.
  • Mister Magic, Kiersten White – an unhinged horror story about child stars reuniting to uncover things no one remembers and mysteries it seems no one wants them to solve. If you like literary and also love unhinged horror, this one is worth a read.
  • One Italian Summer, Rebecca Serle – I don’t know if I loved this romance more because I’ve been to Positano, Italy where it is set or if it was a great story. Doesn’t matter, it was a great read!
  • Rick Steves Italy, Rick Steves – this was a great travel guide while planning an epic thirty-year anniversary trip to Italy with the hubby.
  • Behind Every Lie, Christina McDonald – a thriller that doesn’t stand out as more than an average read in my memory.
  • The Only One Left, Riley Sager – great thriller read.
  • Good Rich People, Eliza Jane Brazier – this was a thriller that had so many layers to unpeal and was super fun to read.
  • Black Sheep, Rachel Harrison – another recommended read from Big Sister which was a fabulously satisfying horror novel.
  • A Court This Cruel & Lovely (Kingdom of Lies #1), Stacia Stark – a fantasy romance that I didn’t throw away in anger but which I didn’t love enough to read another in the series. Strong praise for me! IYKYK This was definitely a year of trying to define what kind of fantasy I enjoy because most often I don’t.
  • Rick Steves Sicily, Rich Steves – another installment in my travel to Italy era.
  • What the Wind Knows, Amy Harmon – book club pick about romance and time travel and history I wasn’t familiar with. Highly recommend this one.
  • How to Survive Your Murder, Danielle Valentine – contemporary thriller I enjoyed.
  • Whalefall, Daniel Kraus – the latest horror novel from a recent new favorite author. This one was weird and wild and super fun to read.
  • Liar, Dreamer, Thief, Maria Dong – very layered thriller I enjoyed.
  • Nightbitch, Rachel Yoder – unhinged woman era and one I connected with pretty deeply. Sidenote: they made this into a movie and it was SO good!
  • Weather Girl, Rachel Lynn Solomon – romance trope where two employees team up to get their bosses back together that was a fun read.
  • Hooked (Never After #1), Emily McIntire – a dark romance recommended by a friend where the male main character is not a good guy. I do love my gritty adult themes in a book and this one was good! If you think it is a Peter Pan retelling, you’ll be disappointed.
  • Alice (The Chronicles of Alice #1), Christina Henry – another DNF book I put down. It was going to be good and I should have liked it, but in the end I just don’t like re-tellings.
  • Such Sharp Teeth, Rachel Harrison – a fun take on the werewolf trope that I really enjoyed.
  • Hunt on Dark Waters (Crimson Sails #1), Katee Robert – I wanted to like this because I love this author’s Dark Olympus series but it fell flat (probably because it was pirates and fantasy?)
  • All the Gold Stars: Reimagining Ambition and the Ways We Strive, Rainesford Stauffer – a nonfiction recommended by several people and that had me evaluating what drives me and what I have ambition for. Very great book!
  • The Roughest Draft, Emily Wibberley – another romance with author themes that I loved.
  • Uprooted, Naomi Novik – this is the book that cemented the “Terra doesn’t like fantasy in general” ruling. I also didn’t finish it.
  • Hello Stranger, Katherine Center – a romance about a character with face blindness.
  • Maybe in Another Life, Taylor Jenkins Reid – a favorite author’s take on the trope of a path not taken
  • There There, Tommy Orange – did not finish this one, and I can’t remember why I even picked it up.
  • The Ex Talk, Rachel Lynn Solomon – another fabulous romance. Sensing a pattern here? Apparently I cope with stress by reading a lot of romance and horror!
  • Wolfsong (Green Creek #1), T.J. Klune – I gave this one a try because someone recommended it to me. Werewolf meets same sex romance for adults? Yes, please!
  • The Swallows, Lisa Lutz – this one was a YA with adult themes which meant I finished it but it wasn’t truly satisfying.
  • Stay and Fight, Madeline Ffitch – pretty sure I didn’t finish this one. It had promise about it being about survival in the wilderness but it wasn’t very well done.
  • Mother-Daughter Murder Night, Nina Simon – book club pick that was a great contemporary mystery.
  • The Five-Star Weekend, Elin Hilderbrand – contemporary adult story about a woman who brings friends from all of the eras of her life together.
  • Manhunt, Gretchen Felker-Martin – I should have loved this one because it is a dystopian horror novel but I couldn’t get attached enough to the characters to finish it. I own a physical copy so maybe someday I’ll pick it up again.
  • Pathogenesis: A History of the World in Eight Plagues, Jonathan Kennedy – interesting nonfiction book about how it might not be the fact that humanity is the strongest organism on the planet but that we have simply benefitted from plagues over time the most.
  • Understanding Girls with ADHD, Kathleen G. Nadeau – recommended read by my therapist and very helpful!
  • Bad Summer People, Emma Rosenblum – book club pick about wealthy people living in their summer house community with a side of murder and mystery. Very fun book club conversations!
  • Yellowface, R.F. Kuang – this one I liked maybe more because I am an author.
  • Elevation, Stephen King – this was more like a novella and a nice visit back to an earlier King style.
  • 12 Principles for Raising a Child with ADHD, Russel A. Barkley – another recommendation from my therapist in my hard year of parenting.
  • The Storied Life of A.J. Fikry, Gabrielle Zevin – a contemporary book about books and people who love books recommended by a friend. It was too British for more than a blip on my memory.
  • Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World That Can’t Stop Talking, Susan Cain – fascinating view of the world from those who are not like me. Very thought provoking.
  • Deadbeat Druid (Adam Binder #3), David R. Slayton – third in a fun series by a fellow author. I still love the accessible urban fantasy of this world!
  • The Guest, Emma Cline – another installment in the unhinged woman story. This time a woman who is basically homeless going from house to house attempting to stay off the streets. Very gritty and fascinating.
  • We Ride Upon Sticks, Quan Barry – YA unhinged women that I thought I might like because it reminded me of the TV series Yellowjackets. I skimmed the end because it wasn’t truly for me.
  • Natural Beauty, Ling Ling Huang – a novel that explores the beauty standards of modern society and what it costs people.
  • Under the Influence, Noelle Crooks – a contemporary novel about a woman who goes to work as an assistant to an influencer and what that world really is like. Easy and quick read.
  • Zen and the art of writing, Ray Bradbury – I’ve always liked Bradbury and this was his take on what it means to be a creative. Very inspiring.
  • The Deadly Rise of Anti-Science: A Scientist’s Warning, Peter J. Hotez – my first read about the pandemic after living through it. Tough to read but also nothing I didn’t already know having lived through it all on the front lines in healthcare.
  • A Certain Hunger, Chelsea G. Summers – I didn’t know that I was going to love this one like I did going into it. Another installment of the unhinged woman but this one with horror and also love? I really loved this one but it was hard to get into at first.
  • Bittersweet (True North #1), Sarina Bowen – a quick and spicy contemporary romance recommended by a friend because this is their favorite author. Very satisfying easy read.
  • How to Fall Out of Love Madly, Jana Casale – a contemporary novel more about relationships women have with each other than the men they think they love. It was sad more than anything and sometimes hard to read but I am glad I read it because the ending was worth it.
  • The Politics Industry: How Political Innovation Can Break Partisan Gridlock and Save our Democracy, Katherine M. Gehl – if only this innovative look at how to improve the two-party system in America had a chance at becoming truth! I wish every single person would read this book!
  • The Ghosts of Trappist (NeoG #3), K.B. Wagers – this latest installment of found family in space adventure was very fun and at this point feels like coming home to well-loved characters no matter how long I’ve waited for the next book.
  • Looking for Jane, Heather Marshall – bookclub pick that was very surprising and very satisfying. This was a historical fiction based in truth from a Canadian perspective before abortion was legal in the US. I loved this one and highly recommend it!
  • Mary, Nat Cassidy – another horror based on what it feels like to be a perimenopausal woman – or is that really what is going on? Very satisfying with a supernatural layer and great ending.
  • Look Closer, David Ellis – a fabulous thriller with lots of twists and turns that I really loved.
  • Extreme Ownership: How U.S. Navy SEALs Lead and Win, Jocko Willink – recommended by folks at work but nothing I hadn’t heard packaged differently already.
  • The Bell Jar, Sylvia Plath – wow, I had no idea this was what all the fuss was about. Glad I read this classic finally!
  • Tempt Me (The Wolf Hotel #1), Nina West – I think this was a contemporary romance freebie from Audible and of course I got hooked on the series!
  • Big Swiss, Jen Beagin – this was interesting in a literary sort of way but I didn’t thoroughly enjoy this unhinged woman story.
  • Break Me (The Wolf Hotel #2), Nina West – I binged this series!
  • Teach Me (The Wolf Hotel #3), Nina West – like I said, binged!
  • Choke, Chuck Palahniuk – I wanted to like this one, but ultimately DNF’ed it when the library loan was up.
  • Surrender to Me (The Wolf Hotel #4), Nina West – I just had to know how it ended!
  • Making it So, Patrick Stewart – memoir of an actor whose character on Star Trek had an impact on my formative years. It was interesting but ultimately not more than that.
  • The Unmaking of June Farrow, Adrienne Young – one of by favorite books of the year if not THE best book. I loved this one so much! Time travel and amazing characters and everything I love. Highly recommend this one! (I read it twice because I also picked it for my book club to read!)
  • 99 Percent Mine, Sally Thorne – a romance with some mystery but not that satisfying because the characters weren’t very healthy. It was more literary than truly a romance but I still liked it for what it was.
  • The Butcher and the Wren, Alaina Urquhart – I wanted this to be good since it was based on a true crime story but ultimately just meh and kind of a disappointing ending.
  • Empire of the Vampire, Jay Kristoff – another attempt to find the kind of fantasy Terra likes that I DNF’ed very early because of the misogyny.
  • The Lost Hero (The Heroes of Olympus #1), Rick Riordan – surprisingly, I liked this one far more than the rest of the series so far. Don’t know why!
  • Tell Me Three Things, Julie Buxbaum – contemporary YA that I read because of a friend at work. I remember liking it but not why exactly.
  • The Death of Jane Lawrence, Caitlin Starling – this is a gothic horror that I really liked but only after giving it enough time to let it slowly build to a satisfying ending.
  • Jonathan Abernathy You Are Kind, Molly McGhee – such a great book!
  • The Housemaid, Freida McFadden – bookclub pick thriller that was a fun read.
  • What Your ADHD Child Wishes You Knew, Sharon Saline – another insightful book for parenting.
  • Our Missing Hearts, Celeste Ng – feminism and dystopia. I own a copy of this and it took a while to pull it off the shelf. It was just okay.
  • The Once and Future Witches, Alix E. Harrow – this is the kind of fantasy I like! A world very similar to our own with witches. Yes, please!
  • Funny Story, Emily Henry – such a fantastic contemporary romance!
  • Stone Cold Fox, Rachel Koller Croft – messed up women raising messed up daughters. I loved this one so much!
  • Iron Widow, Xiran Jay Zhao – just another meh on the fantasy exploration journey.
  • Chlorine, Jade Song – unhinged main character and a literary look at ambition and striving. I still don’t know how I feel about this one.
  • Blood Like Mine, Stuart Neville – meh, this was neither horror enough for me nor compelling enough for my liking. Interesting take but not phenomenal in execution.
  • The Grandest Game, Jennifer Lynn Barnes – yes, I’m still rooting for Grayson to get his happy ending but I may be done with this series!
  • Bride, Ali Hazelwood – OMG I loved this one! This is my kind of fantasy… werewolves and vampires and humans and all the politics that would be involved plus a side of romance? Yes, please!
  • None of This Is True, Lisa Jewell – a psychological thriller that was more promising in premise than it was in execution.
  • Call Me By Your Name, Andrรฉ Aciman – I picked this up because Big Sister loved the film adaptation and wanted me to watch it but I prefer to read books before they are ruined by movie adaptations. Ultimately I put it down before I finished because it meandered and was weird. Maybe another movie I’ll like better than the book?
  • My Grandmother Asked Me to Tell You She’s Sorry, Fredrik Backman – fabulous bookclub pick. Such a poignant story about love and loss and things that tie people together. I loved this one and highly recommend it although it is a bit of a slow start.
  • What Lies in the Woods, Kate Alice Marshall – A fun murder mystery I thought would have more magic than it promised. Fun twists I didn’t see coming with a satisfying ending.
  • Wrong Place Wrong Time, Gillian McAllister – bookclub pick that I would never have finished if I had picked it up on my own. The ending was ultimately worth the slog but getting to the end was dreadful.
  • Just for the Summer, Abby Jimenez – fabulous romance!
  • You Deserve Good Gelato, Kacie Rose – I should have done more research that this is a book by a social media content creator who moved abroad. Nothing earth shattering here and nothing about how to actually do such a thing.
  • The Fall of the House of Usher, Edgar Allan Poe – wanted to read a classic horror short story. I decided I like my horror more modern but glad I read it so I can say I’ve read one of the classic Poe stories.
  • Own Me (The Wolf Hotel #5), K.A. Tucker – I think this is my last of this series. It has lost the appeal after this long.
  • Nightmares of My Own: Short Stories, Terra Luft – this is my own book but I did have to read and re-read it for edits so it should totally count on my bookshelf, right?
  • Atomic Habits: An Easy & Proven Way to Build Good Habits & Break Bad Ones, James Clear – lots of people have told me to read this book and while there are a few nuggets, I didn’t truly learn anything earth-shattering.
  • Leviathan Wakes, James S. A. Corey – I watched the first season of The Expanse and was curious about the book series it is based on. The first book I ever decided to read a summary online to find out how it ended because the climax was about halfway through and I got bored. I wanted to know what happened, but not enough to wait for another hold from the library to come around.
  • The Best Man’s Ghostwriter, Matthew Starr – Audible free read that I thought would be more of a romance but was only meh.
  • Part of Your World, Abby Jimenez – another great contemporary romance with fabulous characters.
  • The Last Letter from Your Lover, Jojo Moyes – one I picked up because someone recommended it but ultimately couldn’t finish because the pacing was too slow and I got bored. Life is still too short to read books you don’t love!
  • The Ballad of Black Tom, Victor LaValle – really great horror recommended by a fellow horror writer.
  • Butcher & Blackbird (The Ruinous Love Trilogy #1), Brynne Weaver – one of my favorite books of the year. Horror and romance are my two favorite genres and this was a romance about serial killers. The content warnings are REAL but if you can get past them, this is a fantastically satisfying read. (If you can’t make it through the content warnings, don’t judge me!)
  • Will They or Won’t They, Ava Wilder – contemporary romance about actors playing characters who are in love on screen but who have a complicated relationship off screen. Not my favorite but entertaining all the same.
  • How to End a Love Story, Yulin Kuang – Great romance with enemies to lovers with screenwriter main characters. I loved this one!
  • Middle of the Night, Riley Sager – I’m not sure how I feel about this author. This was an interesting premise and a wild ride but I don’t always love the endings.
  • The Very Secret Society of Irregular Witches, Sangu Mandanna – a sweet and quaint story that was a bit too British for me but still a fun and uplifting story.
  • Black AF History: The Un-Whitewashed Story of America, Michael Harriot – hard to read. It took about three rounds of holds through the library to finally finish, but I think every American NEEDS to read this!
  • Leather & Lark (The Ruinous Love Trilogy #2), Brynne Weaver – second book I was highly anticipating and which did not disappoint. I love this series but it is still very dark and full of horror so don’t judge!
  • The Son of Neptune (The Heroes of Olympus #2), Rick Riordan – why am I still reading middle-grade fiction? Because I promised my kiddo and they are quick reads.
  • We Used to Live Here, Marcus Kliewer – a bit unhinged and hard to follow the plot through to the end but had a good creep factor.
  • Little Secrets, Jennifer Hillier – a great thriller about a woman grappling with the disappearance of her child with a very satisfying ending with twists I didn’t see coming!
  • All’s Well, Mona Awad – an earlier work by a horror author I have read and loved two other books but this was my least favorite. It was so slow paced and it was hard to push through to the end.

Now Available: Nightmares of My Own

Here it is! My book baby is officially out in the world with distribution at more places than *just* Amazon. If you want a print copy, you can get that, too.

Here’s the blurb from the back cover:

Humanity hunted to the brink of extinction, hauntings and possessions, lost loves, alternate realities, and more await to entertain and delight readers in this collection from award-winning author, Terra Luft. Step inside for a journey through a decade of publishing that will take you from science fiction to contemporary, and horror to urban fantasy.

A first, and way too long in the making I know, this is a book of short stories written entirely by me. Includes a brand new story and poems not published before, and a peek behind the scenes about how each story came to be. I can’t wait for you to read it! Available in ebook and print HERE.

Next up: figuring out how to sell stuff directly on my website (is that a thing people would want?) I know folks have said they want signed copies so I have to figure that part out at least. Then finishing my latest novel and getting an agent…


Nightmares of My Own – Behind the scenes

What a whirlwind the last six months have been! I’ve said for many years that I am too busy to act as my own publisher and that when the time comes to publish my novel-length work I will seek an agent and go the traditional publishing route where I have professionals every step of the way. Editing, book cover design, formatting, publishing, marketing… it all takes skills I do not have. But when I decided that I wanted to publish a collection of short stories, I realized that all of them had already been through edits and all I really needed to do was collect them in a single place. I have friends who have skills who were willing to help me and who made it all seem so effortless.

Let me tell you: IT WAS NOT EFFORTLESS! This may have been the most reckless thing I’ve done in a long time, in fact. It’s been a while since I’ve shared details of my writing journey here and I thought, they deserve to hear about the journey!

I came up with this idea mid-summer last year (2023) before my day job exploded with an intense project that won’t be done until late 2025 and has me working far more than 40 hours a week. More on that as I walk through the timeline!

First, I collected all my previously published stories and read through them to see what theme I could come up with. Where I realized that one of my earliest stories was not really worthy of being included so I had to rewrite it. Which also meant I had to go all the way through the editing process with my critique group and hire a copyeditor. This took several months from start to finish. It was during this part in the fall of 2023 that I put the whole project on hold until the overwhelm of work at the day job was a little more managed.

Once that side quest was done, it was spring of 2024. I still had to come up with a theme that tied all of my stories together and figure out what order I was going to put them in. This may seem like a trivial step, but it was fraught with peril. Maybe that was partly due to my perfectionism and knowing that no one else could do this step for me (I know, because I tried to get advice from everyone in my closest writing circles) and that I had to live with the decisions forever. This was happening during the same timeframe as the last stages of editing and rewriting of that one story, so that was a partial win at least.

Second, I finally had a file ready to hand off to my wonderful friend with formatting skills for hire and a shiny title to go with it. She quickly turned around a proof and told me it was time to order my cover. Exciting and also much more expensive than I had been ready for. It’s only money, right? And this was an exciting step which I thought meant I would be almost at the finish line. HA! I was wrong. That was back in September.

Third, going through my first proof, I realized that past Terra had not planned ahead and set future Terra up for success in this endeavor, because several of the files I had saved were NOT the versions that had made it into print as I thought they were. What gave this away? The return of a pesky little problem with quotation marks pointing the wrong way that I found and which I then recalled vividly from almost a decade ago. Luckily Big Sister has aspirations of being an audiobook narrator and was willing to record audio version from the print versions so I could compare and update. This took several weeks. And resulted in extensive edits in the formatted file. Which also took a couple of weeks.

Fourth, I got an updated proof to go through with a fine-tooth comb to find any formatting or grammar issues before finalizing things. I employed my trusted critique partners for proofreading so a fresh set of eyes could find the things I’d missed. Assuming at this point there would likely be none to find. It was during this read-through that I realized that while I had benefitted from copyedits and proof reading with every previously published story, there were style inconsistencies over the years and over the different publishers I had worked with. Which meant that my collection was not consistent in its style. To my horror, I had early stories where internal thoughts were italicized, even! (Yes, this is horror inducing, trust me!) Plus, formatting rules for ellipses have a tendency to change regularly! Getting these things all consistent throughout the book took several more weeks.

Finally, I was at the finish line and ready for the final files. Which meant purchasing ISBN numbers (the fancy catalog numbers that tell anyone who will sell your books the identifying features of each format.) Which meant I had to have a business name. Which meant I had to decide if I was going to do an LLC or something else. And do I need or want a business logo to include on my cover? Because despite the horror-inducing graphic design class I took during my undergraduate studies, I still don’t have any of those skills! Another bunch of money later (which I didn’t even realize was going to be an expense), a late-evening design session with my talented friend, and navigating business filing waters I’d never even dipped my toe into, and here we are. The actual finish line!

I have advanced reader copies out to several people who asked along the way and the kindle version went live for pre-orders a couple of days ago. It was only two weeks later than I had originally planned but it still is super exciting! Check it out HERE if you prefer eBooks. Once paperbacks are available (and I’ve figured out THOSE next steps) I hope to have a way for folks who want a signed copy to purchase those and get them shipped out. If you’re a local friend, I’m also working on a book launch where you can get signed copies locally and save us all shipping costs.

At the end of this journey looking back, I’m so glad I didn’t put this off until the perfect time because I know there is no such thing. I just had to take small steps and keep pushing forward to make it happen. New achievement unlocked: a book with only my name on the cover everywhere books are sold!


Now Available: A Sixth Sense

I have another announcement! I wrote a short story that won an Honorable Mention in the Literature and General Fiction category in the 2024 Olive Woolley Burt Awards, but was also just released in this new collection called “A Sixth Sense.” It is a story about a psychic but it is also a love letter to my favorite U.S. city. If you’ve been to New York, you’ll find an even more enjoyable layer to this story. I hope you enjoy it if you grab a copy.

Here’s what the publisher has to say about the whole collection:

Near-death experiences, the power of love, and magical forces at work in the everyday. When other senses arenโ€™t enough, there is another hidden below. Is it intuition, premonition, or something else? Come explore the depth and variety of stories within A Sixth Sense, an anthology written by the Blue Quill Chapter.

A Sixth Sense

This is available now in both ebook and print HERE or wherever you buy books.


Coming Soon: Nightmares of My Own

I’m super excited to share that I’m working on a little something. Okay, I’ve been working on it for a while and it is almost ready! I have published enough short stories over the years to put them all in a collection. Or, a more exciting way to say it, I have a book with only my name on the cover. More to come but I wanted to give you a sneak peak at the brand new cover. Pre-orders are coming soon (in time for Black Friday) and we are on track for a release date in early December so you could purchase in time for the holidays.


Now Available: Utah’s Best Poetry & Prose 2024

It feels surreal that two years in a row I was selected for inclusion in this collection but that doesn’t change the fact that it’s true. My story “Trail of Shadows,” which I originally wrote for an open call on the theme of writing dangerously, makes its debut here. It is a story inspired in many ways by recent events and placed in the horror category of last year’s Olive Woolley Burt Awards.

Maybe someday soon I will have enough published short stories I can collect them all up and put them in a collection all my own.

Get your copy HERE or anywhere you buy books – in either print or digital.


Now Available: Taste of Change

I love getting to announce new things. I wrote a fun story that not only won third place in the Romance category in the 2023 Olive Woolley Burt Awards, but was also just released in this new collection called “Tempting Truths.” Yes, I wrote a romance of my own type of flavor but it isn’t just romance, it has a bunch of paranormal elements and family drama to round it out. I hope you’ll pick this one up and read it.

Here’s what the publisher has to say about the whole collection:

Ambrosia, and borscht, and seagull poop cookies, oh my! Life experiences are as diverse as our culinary choices. Sweet, spicy, or savory. Just as there are many different tastes, this collection features stories about gods, addiction, family dynamics, near-death experiences, and cooking as an art form. They all have one thing in common โ€“ a meal that changes someoneโ€™s perspective or worldview. Youโ€™ll never be the same after devouring this book.

Taste of Change

This is available now in both ebook and print HERE or wherever you buy books.


Now Available: Utah’s Best Poetry & Prose 2023

This publishing news is extra special for a couple of reasons. It’s the first time I’ve been invited to submit because I was an award-winner, which was the criteria for inclusion in this curated collection. This collection includes my story “Fog of War” which was originally published in 2022 and subsequently won an award last August. It feels surreal to say that I’m in a “Best of” collection, but I’m sure I’ll get used to it pretty quickly. Second, it’s also the first time I’ve been paid semi-pro rates for my work. It’s a pretty fabulous milestone that I want to remember when I look back on the course of my author journey.

The League of Utah Writers is an amazing organization doing great things for the local writing community and I’m excited to be included in this collection with other local authors.

Get your copy HERE or anywhere you buy books – in either print or digital.


Now Available: ReminiScents

It’s been a little quiet around here, but that doesn’t mean that I haven’t been working hard on new things. Last year I wrote a very cool story that just released in this new collection focused on scents called “Trace Amounts.” I had a blast writing this one, and have no idea how to adequately describe it without giving away the ending. A little paranormal, a little new age, a little romance, with a little horror like a cherry on top. If any of that appeals to you, I hope you’ll pick this one up and read it.

Here’s what the publisher has to say about the whole collection:

The smell of your favorite spaghetti sauce. The pungent bite of eucalyptus. A waft of long-forgotten perfume. A particular scent transports us to a place and time like nothing else. Whether these memories are welcome or wanted, they are waiting to be relived. In this collection, youโ€™ll experience how smells elicit the emotions of the love and loss of family, premonitions of death, fear of the supernatural, and so much more.

ReminiScents

This is available now in both ebook and print HERE or wherever you buy books.


Book Archive 2022

Look at me, recapping the last year of reading while it’s still the first week of the new year! If 2021 was summed up as the end of grad school and a return to recreational and leisure reading, then 2022 was a record breaking year of reading. I read 103 books last year. Yes, a hundred and three books! I chalk this up to discovering that I can borrow audiobooks via an app through my library that completely transformed my audiobook game. It’s like I went back in time to the late 1970’s when I had a shiny new library card and could check out five books at a time only now I’m an adult and it’s audiobooks I can listen to whenever I’m doing anything I can do by rote. It was a lot and I realized that I also needed this year of reading to refill my creative well for my writing, too. The more books I read, the more ideas I had flowing. More to come on that at a later time! For now, here’s my own personal recap of the year with notes for anyone looking for a quick list of recommendations (or warnings in some cases!)

Books I Read in 2022 (in chronological order)

  • The Book of Accidents, Chuck Wendig – enjoyable horror story from an author I have read a lot about and learned from at conferences but hadn’t picked up many of his books. This one caught my eye and it was really cool without much gore (if I remember correctly).
  • Malibu Rising, Taylor Jenkins Reid – great story of flawed people
  • Project Hail Mary, Andy Weir – the second time I read this because a friend and I gushed about how great it was at a writing retreat and I got a physical copy. So good even a second time.
  • People We Meet on Vacation, Emily Henry – split timeline romance novel that was really well done with a great ending
  • The Egg and Other Stories, Andy Weir – a collection of short stories because I was curious if everything he had ever written was just amazing. I learned that authors of amazing books all have to start somewhere with not everything being amazing. It gave me hope as an author myself.
  • Come as You Are, Emily Nagoski – a nonfiction book about how people are wired differently when it comes to sex and how to just accept yourself
  • Recursion, Blake Crouch – hard sci fi that was very well done. I really like everything I’ve ever read by this author.
  • The Bromance Book Club (Bromance Book Club #1), Lyssa Kay Adams – a romance from the point of view of the man? It was interesting and enjoyable and was recommended by a friend. Definitely worth a read!
  • Grit: The Power of Passion and Perseverance, Angela Duckworth – a book recommended by an “Empowered Women” resource group through work and a great nonfiction pick
  • Emotional Agility: Get Unstuck, Embrace Change, and Thrive in Work and Life, Susan David – another “Empowered Women” recommendation that I liked even more than Grit. If you’re into self-help and psychology I recommend it.
  • The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo, Taylor Jenkins Reed – one of the best books I read this year! Highly recommended
  • How Women Rise, Sally Helgesen – another nonfiction from my “Empowered Women” group that was geared toward how to get promoted in the workplace.
  • The Child (Kate Waters #2), Fiona Barton – book club pick that was a satisfying mystery and reads like a stand alone novel even though it is in a series
  • Billy Summers, Stephen King – I had zero expectations going into this since King’s writing lately has been hit or miss for me. I really liked this one which is his take on being in the mind of a hitman for hire.
  • The Shadows, Alex North – I wanted to love this one more because it was by the same author of one of my favorite reads last year but it was not as good.
  • An Absolutely Remarkable Thing (The Carls #1), Hank Green – very true-to-life/plausible scifi that a friend recommended and was very good. This one is good especially if you are fascinated with the appeal of social media
  • Beautiful World, Where are You, Sally Rooney – the first Did-Not-Finish of the year. This doesn’t happen very often but when it does I feel sad. The characters were flat and a third of the way in I couldn’t make myself give a single shit about any of it so I put it down. At least these days I don’t waste audible credits on books like this that come with a LOT of hype in the book reading community.
  • Dark and Shallow Lies, Ginny Myers Sain – a young-adult murder mystery that I thing was well done for YA but could have been so much better if written deeper and with more horror for the adult market. If you like to read murder mysteries but don’t love to be scared then this would be a great pick for you.
  • A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor (The Carls #2), Hank Green – the second book was just as good as the first one!
  • Will, Will Smith – I wanted this to be mindblowing (again, thank you book marketing hype) but it was merely an interesting telling of Will Smith and how he grew up and became famous. I learned some cool tidbits but nothing earth shattering.
  • Anatomy: A Love Story, Dana Schwartz – a book club pick that was a fun read about a woman who wanted to be a doctor at a time when it wasn’t allowed that had a romance element to it as well. A fun read!
  • The Kind Worth Killing, Peter Swanson – psychological thriller recommended (and gifted) from a friend. It was a really good read if you like that genre!
  • 1984, George Orwell – I know I read this when I was a kid for an English class but I couldn’t really remember it so I read it again. I just don’t like the writing style from the time and the themes of the book are just as disturbing to our time as they were back then. Am I glad I read it? The jury is still out.
  • Get a Life, Chloe Brown (The Brown Sisters #1), Talia Hibbert – do you like strong a diverse female character romance? Hell yes this is a series for you.
  • World War Z: An Oral History of the Zombie War, Max Brooks – this one had been on my to-read list for a while and someone mentioned it in a book discussion so I put a hold on it from the library. I had seen the movie by the same name but this was done in a very interesting way and it was in some ways better than the movie that tried to tie it all into a single person experiencing the end of the world. The book is always better, folks!
  • Dare to Lead, Brenรฉ Brown – a re-read with a group of leaders at work. Just as good the second time
  • A Pale Light in the Black (NeoG #1), K.B. Wagers – a fantastic scifi adventure set in space with found family themes. I loved this book and couldn’t wait for the second one!
  • How Civil Wars Start: And How to Stop Them, Barbara F. Walter – super disturbing to read how bad things really are/could be in the USA if we don’t look around and pay attention in several areas.
  • The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue, V.E. Schwab – this was a re-read because it got picked for my bookclub. I read it again anyway because it was the best book I read in 2021. The whole group loved it. So much better the second time!
  • Take a Hint, Dani Brown (The Brown Sisters #2), Talia Hibbert – more diverse female character romance that was just as good as the first. I think this was my favorite in the whole series.
  • The 7 Secrets of the Prolific: The Definitive Guide to Overcoming Procrastination, Perfectionism, and Writer’s Block, Hillary Rettig – someone recommended this one as a writer reference book. I didn’t know how much I was suffering from perfectionism and how much THAT was driving my writer’s block and struggles to get back into writing. I am so glad I picked this up on Kindle and read it at the perfect time after grad school!
  • A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder, Holly Jackson – another young adult mystery that I didn’t hate. Honestly, after all this time I just know that I am unsatisfied with the YA genre so it shouldn’t be surprising that they are just okay when I read them.
  • Act Your Age, Eve Brown (The Brown Sisters #3), Talia Hibbert – third in the series and so much fun!
  • Perfectly Undone, Jamie Raintree – I picked this up because I follow the author on social media and use tools she sells for productivity tracking for years. I was curious having seen her journey leading up to this novel being published. It was not a genre I usually love but enjoyed reading this one.
  • The Lighting Thief (Percy Jackson and the Olympians #1), Rick Riordan – my kids have both been begging me to read this damn (MIDDLE GRADE) series for them for years. Pretty sure they tricked me by making me choose either this or Harry Potter and because I really dig mythology I thought this would be the lesser of two evils (and I don’t have to burn Audible credits anymore thanks to library books!) We listened together on our spring break road trip and I didn’t die.
  • Utah’s Best Poetry and Prose 2022, League of Utah Writers – I was curious to read the winners of a writing contest I was thinking about entering so I picked up the curated winners from the previous year to get a sense of the types of things win. It was a great little collection and inspired a short story that I will have published in 2023 as a result.
  • It Ends with Us, Colleen Hoover – this was recommended by one of my bookclub friends and I had mixed feelings when it was over. It is about generational abuse and I wasn’t sure why it wasn’t living up to the hype until my daughter also read it and nailed it that it is an interesting story but not well written. Flat characters and a lot of “telling” instead of gripping scenes that just unfold in your imagination. It had so much hype and neither of us could really understand why.
  • Aurora Blazing (Consortium Rebellion #2), Jessie Mihalik – finally this series was finished so it was time to read the second. It was as good as the first in the series. Strong female leading character, scifi space action, and steamy romance make it a perfect series for me.
  • The Last Thing She Told Me, Linda Green – book club pick that is a generational secrets thriller/mystery that kept me guessing all the way through but could have kept me more on the edge of my seat. It was pretty good but not memorable.
  • The Love Hypothesis, Ali Hazelwood – I think this is one of my new favorite romance authors because her books are all filled with female scientists as main characters. This was the first of many I read of her this year thanks to a friend who recommended it.
  • The Awakening, Caroline Peckham – another dud for me that comes with a warning. This is probably considered “new adult” where the characters are in high school/early college and coming of age. It was a hot mess of every cliche trope you could throw in: vampires, sirens, mermaids, werewolves, lost magical babies raised in the mundane human world and not knowing their true identity. Add to that a boatload of non-consenting sexual encounters that were borderline rape and it was a hard hell no to any more of this series.
  • The Song of Achilles, Madeline Miller – an amazing and beautiful retelling of Achilles and Patroclus. It is written for the YA audience but I didn’t hate it and would have loved it even more if I hadn’t recently read a similar retelling not long ago that frames their relationship as it always was (we seriously need more LGBTQ+ positive stories that normalize queerness in literature!)
  • Chaos Reigning (Consortium Rebellion #3), Jessie Mihalik – third in the series which I thought would be the last and turns out is not. Now I have to do what I hate doing and wait for another one to be published!
  • November 9, Colleen Hoover – why the hell is this author getting so much hype!?!? Now that I’ve read several by her there is a theme to her writing that somehow normalizes that abuse is normal? Expected? Okay as long as you are strong and can get through it? Um, NO. Please stop reading this author!!
  • This is How It Always Is, Laurie Frankel – A bookclub pick. This was an achingly beautiful and at times very hard to read book about a transgender child told through the eyes of a set of parents who just wanted to love their child and keep them safe. I cried and rejoiced and my heart broke for anyone trying to navigate this reality. If you want to understand without any preaching about how you “should” feel on this topic, I highly recommend it.
  • The House in the Cerulean Sea, T.J. Klune – this had so many recommendations from fellow authors that I put it on my hold list at the library. It was a beautifully written magical story about found families.
  • The Death and Life of Zebulon Finch, Vol 1: At the Edge of Empire, Daniel Kraus – really long and hard to read horror novel that I picked up because the author was announced as a keynote speaker for a conference I was attending. It was not my kind of horror novel but I don’t regret reading it.
  • Neverwhere, Neil Gaiman – So many people say this is their favorite Gaiman novel. I love several of his novels and I always thought I was missing out by having not read this one. Turns out this is my least favorite one. Now I know!
  • The Girl with All the Gifts, M.R. Carey – book club pick that I’d had on my to-read list for years. It was a very interesting take on a world coping after a zombie apocalypse.
  • Neon Gods (Dark Olympus #1), Katee Robert – I saw someone I know reading this series and it looked like a very intriguing and adult take on mythology retelling (and after Percy Jackson I needed this in my life.) It did not disappoint although if you’re not into bondage and exhibition (like I’m not) the steamy parts may not be as enjoyable as others in the series. The romance story is SO good, though so I just read fast through the parts that didn’t do it for me.
  • Permanent Record, Edward Snowden – nonfiction account of a fascinating person who changed history and yet is still alive. I had seen the movie they made about Snowden and worried it was not going to be worth reading this book but I was wrong. I especially enjoyed hearing how he had grown up with the internet in the exact same era that I did. It was like reliving my early years online and realizing that it had all happened literally in my lifetime. Fascinating read!
  • Rotters, Daniel Kraus (plus a re-read because it was that good!) I literally read this back to back – first on audible and then I bought a physical copy because it was that good and because I was asked to be on a book discussion panel and I needed to be able to make notes and do analysis to prepare. It is a YA Horror (which you don’t see that often) and was SO good.
  • The (Un)Popular Vote, Jasper Sanchez – a diverse YA romance novel with a side of politics recommended by a friend. This one was SO good I binged the audiobook in a single afternoon in my hammock on the mountain. Give this one to your teenagers!
  • The Night Tiger, Yangsze Choo – a bookclub pick in the historical fiction genre that introduced me to a time in history I knew very little about. It was full of so many characters it was difficult to follow but overall I am glad I read it. Better on audible was the consensus of the group.
  • Rock Paper Scissors, Alice Feeney – this hit my list because my oldest got all excited about a book that hadn’t even been released yet (thanks a lot, TikTok) and I realized I had read another book by this author that I had really liked. So instead of being mad about waiting for one to come out, I picked this one up instead. I really liked it although it is set in the UK and sometimes culturally those don’t always hit the same for me.
  • The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho – this is another book that’s been on my to-read for years and thanks to library cards and someone recommending it again recently I finally got around to reading. It was nothing like I thought it would be. I’d been led to believe it was all about a journey of enlightenment and new age zen and instead it was steeped in christianity wanting us to believe it was enlightened. I was very disappointed.
  • They Both Die at the End, Adam Silvera – this was a fantastic and emotional read that kept me thinking about it long after it was done. Yes, they both die at the end but the story of the last day of their lives knowing it is the day they will die, was so touching and beautiful. Highly recommended!
  • The Obesity Code: Unlocking the Secrets of Weight Loss, Jason Fung – I’ve already discarded all of the “diet culture” bullshit but this was science based discussion about what actually drives the number on the scale written by a doctor and recommended by a doctor (although not my own, but a friend’s). It was scientifically interesting but not mind-blowing. Surprise, insulin is at the root of so many things and there are SO many things that affect insulin that no one ever talks about. This was the last push I needed to finally find a functional medicine doctor to sort out all my hormones that are (surprise!) way messed up. Why aren’t all doctors focused on hormone regulation? Okay, I’m off my soapbox now… I return you to your regularly scheduled book review post!
  • The Three-Body Problem, Liu Cixin – scifi translated into english from another language often hits differently and this I fear had some of that going on. Recommended by several reader friends, I picked it up and had probably higher expectations going in than I should have. It was an interesting concept and hard scifi like I usually love but it wasn’t compelling enough to continue with the series.
  • Bent Heavens, Daniel Kraus – I actually met the author and was on a horror panel with him at The Quills Conference in which someone asked him if he’d ever written a book he regretted. He immediately said yes, that this book he felt had gone too far down the horror path. Of course that made me want to read it. I can confirm it was very dark and very horrific (and written for the YA audience even!) but I also really enjoyed it and am glad I read it.
  • I’m Glad My Mom Died, Jennette McCurdy – I remember this child actor from one of my oldest’s favorite TV shows growing up. She read it first and gushed about it so I also read it. Talk about a horrific family to grow up in. The title is a raw and truthful summation of the book and by the end I was also glad the woman was gone.
  • Verity, Colleen Hoover – I gave this author one more try but even a novel about a writer was full of weird manipulation and abuse and somehow paints the main characters as somehow not victims of said abuse? It is like reading something and then thinking you’re in the twilight zone hearing so many people say how much they love it. Seriously, stop the insanity!
  • Saving Capitalism: For the Many, Not the Few, Robert B. Reich – this is a dated nonfiction book but all the concepts in it still hold true. It made me sad for where we are in society and how politics have put us here.
  • The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo, Taylor Jenkins Reid – second read because I picked this for my book club to read. We all loved it and it was even better a second time!
  • The Last House on Needless Street, Catriona Ward – a fantastic horror novel
  • All Systems Red (The Murderbot Diaries #1), Martha Wells – this was a novella that I read really fast. It was entertaining but the world was not that compelling and I haven’t picked up another installment yet.
  • A Beautiful Question: Finding Nature’s Deep Design, Frank Wilczek – another dud for me. I heard someone talk about how this was their favorite book and how it was all about quantum physics and so amazing. I’m mad that I actually spent an audible credit for it because it was all about trying to reconcile the concept of God and religion with science. That’s a hard pass for me, sorry. Another one that I refused to finish.
  • Upgrade, Blake Crouch – this was another hit from this author. This one about hacking our DNA and the ethics of it. Super great read for any scifi fan.
  • Spells for Forgetting, Adrienne Young – one of my favorite books this year that I picked up just because it was a beautiful cover at my local bookstore. My daughter and I listened to it on a road trip and both loved it.
  • The Light of Days: The Untold Story of Women Resistance Fighters in Hitler’s Ghettos, Judy Batalion – book club pick that was so bleak and hard to read but also such an important piece of history I had never even heard about. Glad I read it but such a hard one!
  • Electric Idol (Dark Olympus #2), Katee Robert – my favorite in the series so far. If you like steamy romance and mythology stories set in current times, this is a fabulous series.
  • The Sea of Monsters (Percy Jackson #2), Rick Riordan – just slogging through this series to make good on my deal with my children. I’m not unhappy that there are always really long wait times from the library. Don’t tell them I said that! If I struggle with YA, you can imagine how it feels to read middle grade. At least the humor and the mythology are decently entertaining.
  • Just Like Home, Sarah Gailey – what an amazing horror novel and psychological thriller with some paranormal thrown in. The perfect combination of things I like from an author who writes really well. I loved this one!
  • Daisy Darker, Alice Feeney – this is the one that had pre-release hype a plenty. It was also one that lived up to the hype.
  • Hold Fast Through the Fire (NeoG #2), K.B. Wagers – the second in the series and just as satisfying as the first. Now I have to be patient for the next one to release! (In case anyone is wondering, I’m still not a patient woman!)
  • All Boys Aren’t Blue, George M. Johnson – this was on a banned book list one of my local teacher friends shared and picked for a community book club. The proposed ban is probably because it has some graphic depictions of sexual encounters yet is a YA memoir. I am glad I read it but I kind of agree that it needs some content warnings if included in a high school library so readers aren’t shocked by the content. (It is NEVER okay to ban books in my opinion!)
  • The Atlas Six (The Atlas #1), Olivie Blake – I didn’t hate this but I also didn’t love it. The characters were flat, and there was no real motivation for any of the things that happened. Magic is cool but it can’t carry an entire book alone. Not sure I’ll pick up the next in the series.
  • Say Yes, Elle Kennedy – a very steamy novella!
  • The Hating Game, Sally Thorne – another romance because I apparently was on a bit of a kick for that this year. This one was okay but the setup had some holes in it for me that just didn’t make sense and thus I wasn’t a huge fan.
  • The Deep, Rivers Solomon – book club pick that was a very interesting read. I think I liked it better the longer I thought about the themes that it left me with and AFTER the discussion with the group. It is a very meta book that I really loved after the fact.
  • Stuck with You, Ali Hazelwood – another sexy scientist romance that I really enjoyed
  • Under the Whispering Door, T.J. Klune – a second by this author and recommended by a friend. I did love the story overall and liked the unique take on the afterlife.
  • Project Hail Mary, Andy Weir – yes, this is the third time I’ve read this book. Don’t judge! We listened as a family on our road trip and it was still so amazing! First time for hubby and little sister.
  • Upgrade, Blake Crouch – another family road trip book but a re-read for me. Hubby liked is just as much as I did!
  • Eleanor & Park, Rainbow Rowell – another from the local district banned book list and one which has nothing questionable about it unless it is somehow not okay to authentically portray poverty and abusive step parent situations? People need to stop with the book banning bullshit already!
  • Below Zero, Ali Hazelwood – another sexy scientist romance because I love them
  • Fairy Tale, Stephen King – I wanted to love this so much especially when I realized it was another tie-in to the Dark Tower world. It was good, but not amazing, sadly!
  • The Summer I Turned Pretty, Jenny Han – my kids made me watch the television series based on this book series. I must say that I liked the book much better!
  • Beach Read, Emily Henry – what an amazing romance with a side of being a real author and some family trauma thrown in. I really loved this one.
  • We Are the Ants, Shaun David Hutchinson – local bookstore banned books group read that I didn’t really love. Nor could I figure out why anyone would want to ban it?
  • The Inheritance Games, Jennifer Lynn Barnes – a YA read that my daughter convinced me I would like. Surprise, I kind of did and now I’m waiting for the next one on my hold list.
  • Lies Like Wildfires, Jennifer Lynn Alvarez – this one (another YA) fell flat for me. I didn’t like the main character and the mystery was shallow.
  • Where I Left Her, Amber Garza – a fabulous psychological thriller with at least one twist I didn’t see coming at the end. Really loved this one!
  • Wicked Beauty (Dark Olympus #3), Katee Robert – another fabulous and steamy adult mythology. I have no idea how many there will be in this series but I’m going to keep reading them!
  • Under One Roof, Ali Hazelwood – yet another sexy scientist romance… I see a pattern here!
  • Renegades, Marissa Meyer – another recommendation from my daughter although I didn’t truly love this one. Didn’t hate it, but not sure it is worthy of continuing the series.
  • Lifted: Adventures in Ride Sharing, Jared Quan – a story collection written by a friend who I knew WHILE he was collecting these stories. I loved hearing these stories and am glad it was available via audiobook!
  • The Girl Next Door, Jack Ketchum – holy shit this one blew my mind. I was reading a writing book about how to write horror better and this was used several times as an example so I picked it up. It was so horrific but also I couldn’t put it down. This is my kind of horror!
  • Bones & All, Camille DeAngelis – I saw the movie first and then wondered if the book was better. Surprise: it WAS! (Not a surprise to anyone, right?) I really liked this horror novel that was NOT as gory as the movie was.
  • The Anatomy of Story, John Truby – a great writing reference that teaches the difference between story and plot. If you know you know, if you don’t get this book! Although it took me over a year to skim the last half that became very formulaic after the theoretical beginning that I liked the best.
  • Writing in the Dark, Tim Waggoner – best book on how to write horror for authors and aspiring authors. One of the few writing craft books that I read the entire way through and took insights from every single chapter. Highly recommended!

Now Available: Within Reach

Another new story out in the world for you to enjoy. This one is a science fiction story called “Intersections” in a themed collection focused on touch. If you love quantum physics and exploring the idea of alternate planes and multiple lives then you’ll love this story.

Here’s what the publisher has to say:

Nothing is more intimate than the soft caress of a hand or the gentle touch of a finger on your forearm. We all long for a warm embrace tying it to memories that we hold fondly.

Whether that touch goes wrong or right we attach those emotions with the action and how it feels on our skin. And every skin carries its story tight within.

Within Reach

Even more exciting, I entered my story in The Olive Woolley Burt Awards writing contest and it just won an Honorable Mention for Prose: General & Literary Fiction.

Available in both eBook and print HERE. As always, I’d love to hear what you think if you want to drop me an email!


2021 Book Archive

Somehow it’s the beginning of the second quarter of 2022 already and I haven’t recapped my year in reading for 2021 yet. It was a banner year where the avid reader in me rejoiced at finishing grad school and getting to make up for lost time by reading exactly what I wanted for leisure again! A total of 76 books, to be exact. I haven’t read that many books in a year since I’ve been keeping track on Goodreads. Something very worth celebrating. I do these posts mostly to document for myself, but maybe there’s folks out there who also are looking for recommendations here. Enjoy!

  • Organizational Culture and Leadership, Edgar H. Schein – Grad school assigned reading of the business self-help variety
  • Anxious People, Fredrik Backman – this was a book club pick from an author we had read before. This one was a great mystery with a satisfying and emotional ending
  • We Were Liars, E. Lockhart – my oldest daughter (an avid reader herself) brought this one home and it looked interesting so I also read it. Very good mystery that I did not see the ending coming with.
  • Contemporary Business, Louis E. Boone – more grad school required reading textbook. Think of it as a mini MBA…
  • Greenlights, Matthew McConaughey – one of my favorite actors and an interesting memoir. Did it rock my world with revelations? No.. But do I have a greater understanding of the person behind the actor? Yes
  • Leaving Time, Jodi Picoult – this was a book club pick that was surprisingly good. Interesting to learn about elephants, but also some great thriller/mystery/who done it elements that were very satisfying
  • The Winter People, Jennifer McMahon – I picked this one up from a local author event the year before not realizing it was a second in a series. I think I would have liked it better if I had read the first one in the series as well
  • Mexican Gothic, Silvia Moreno-Garcia – this was a book club pick for my writing group which was honestly kind of a dud. I guess I either am not a fan of the “gothic novel” or I’ve desensitized myself with hard core horror because this was more ew than scary
  • The Night Swim, Megan Goldin – this was a recommendation from a friend and well worth the read! I was on a serious thriller/mystery kick and this was a real gem
  • Second Skin, Christian White – this was an Audible Original that was free with my account. It was supposed to be super scary about a reincarnated girl and it was kind of a dud. Not memorable except that it failed to meet any of my expectations
  • Six of Crows (Six of Crows #1), Leigh Bardugo – there was so much hype about this book and my daughter begged me to read it. It was really good especially if you are a fan of the young adult genre, which I’m not. While it was a good story, it wasn’t compelling enough for me to keep reading the series
  • A Princess in Theory (Reluctant Royals #1), Alyssa Cole – this was a guilty pleasure romance that a friend highly recommended. It had been a while since I’d read any romance and it was very enjoyable with not only some steamy scenes but a plot that could stand on its own
  • Queen’s Peril, E.K. Johnston – I picked this up because I love Star Wars and the author was going to be a keynote at a conference I was attending. I enjoyed additional layers of Star Wars than you get with the movies, but I also realized that there are probably good reasons I don’t read novels like this in licensed franchises because it feels like I’m reading fan fiction about beloved movies
  • When You Find Me, P.J. Vernon – a fantastic mystery/thriller
  • The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue, V.E. Schwab – one of the best books I read this year! My oldest insisted that we had to read it on our spring break road trip and she was not wrong. We all loved it and I
  • That Inevitable Victorian Thing, E.K. Johnston – a wonderful book with alternate history and inclusive characters. Highly recommended!
  • The Star-Crossed Sisters of Tuscany, Lori Nelson Spielman – book club pick that was so great. We also listened to this one on our road trip and even the hubby was interested and talking about it when it was over
  • Where the Crawdads Sing, Delia Owens – so much hype and for good reason. This was an incredible read and I loved it!
  • Managing Business Ethics: Straight Talk about How to Do It Right, Linda K. Trevino – assigned reading for grad school
  • Burnout: The Secret to Unlocking the Stress Cycle, Emily Nagoski – recommended by my therapist and one amazing book. The first chapter alone changed my life
  • The Midnight Library, Matt Haig – I read this for both my neighborhood and my writing group book clubs. It was good especially since I love stories about alternate universes, but it didn’t strike the same chord as many others I know who also suffer with mental health challenges
  • Queen’s Shadow, E.K. Johnston – more Star Wars fan fic
  • Before We Were Yours, Lisa Wingate – this was almost a book club pick that looked really good so I read it anyway. It was a really good family drama with a very satisfying ending
  • The Year We Fell Down (The Ivy Years, #1), Sarina Bowen – another romance recommendation that was okay but not amazing based on college life
  • A Duke by Default (Reluctant Royals #2), Alyssa Cole – more romance, this one a second in the series that I had really liked earlier in the year that was also really good
  • The Fifth Season (The Broken Earth, #1), N.K. Jemisin – this was a sci-fi/fantasy by a Nebula nominee (or maybe winner?) that I wanted to read to see what kinds of books win those awards. It was a little too fantasy for me and while I did like it, I didn’t love it
  • Loving What Is: Four Questions That Can Change Your Life, Byron Katie – another recommendation from my therapist. It resonated with me because I had done similar work about twenty years ago and it built on some fundamentals I had forgotten. Not sure I would have liked it as much without that prior info but it was a good reminder
  • The Flight Girls, Noelle Salazar – a recommendation from my sister that I enjoyed. I used to fly (and wanted to fly in the military back when I was in high school) and this was just enough historical fiction from WWII and female pilots to make me very happy
  • The Four Winds, Kristin Hannah – this was a book club pick. While it was an amazing historical fiction about the Dust Bowl of the Great Depression, it was also a really heavy and difficult read. I’m glad I read it but it isn’t for everyone
  • The Queen’s Gambit, Walter Tevis – I loved the Netflix series and assumed that the book would be better. However, it was such a well-done adaptation that there wasn’t any additional depth that I got from reading the book
  • Change Management and Innovation, MindEdge Inc. – grad school assigned reading
  • The Afterward, E.K. Johnston – another young adult that was good but the whole genre leaves me wanting. This one was unique in that it was about super heroes after the end of their heroic journey
  • Unfuck Your Boundaries: Build Better Relationships Through Consent, Communication and Expressing Your Needs, Faith G. Harper – an amazing book that I highly recommend. I think I found this because Audible recommended it based on the other self-help books I’d been reading. Of course the name was intriguing and so I had to pick it up. It did not disappoint! Highly recommended if you find yourself wishing you could have more effective relationships with people
  • Project Hail Mary, Andy Weir – another best book of 2021 that I devoured. I loved Weir’s first book and this one was even better. I recommend it to everyone even if you aren’t a sci-fi reader
  • Things No One Will Tell Fat Girls: A Handbook for Unapologetic Living, Jes Baker – another recommended to me by Audible because of my reading history that did not disappoint. It was my first foray into the whole body positivity movement and this idea of rejecting diet and fitness culture as harmful. Very interesting
  • Magic Hour, Kristin Hannah – I love everything I’ve ever read from Kristin Hannah, this one included. Kind of hard to read about ferrel children and intense neglect and abuse but well done
  • Intuitive Eating: A Revolutionary Program that Works, Evelyn Tribole – this book changed my relationship with food. It is a much more healthy way of eating and approaching the world and part of the rabbit hole I started down with my health coach a few years ago
  • It’s Not All Downhill From Here, Terry McMillan – a book club pick that was so amazing especially for aging women
  • The Lost Apothecary, Sarah Penner – another recommendation from a friend that did not disappoint. It is a weave of history and current events tied to a city. Very great read
  • Crafting & Executing Strategy: The Quest for Competitive Advantage, Arthur A. Thompson Jr. – the very last assigned reading for grad school before I finished
  • The Power, Naomi Alderman – book club pick that was legitimately amazing. Dystopian and feminine empowerment with a science fiction twist and feel. This one stayed with me for a while!
  • Radicalized, Cory Doctorow – a short story collection that I picked up after seeing the author as a keynote at a writing conference. It was enough to know I liked his work and add a novel-length work to my to-be-read pile
  • Not the Girls You’re Looking For, Amina Mae Safi – a great read with diverse characters by another keynote speaker who I was very impressed with. This one was also a young adult but I really enjoyed this one!
  • The Lost Queen (The Lost Queen Trilogy, #1), Signe Pike – a book club pick in the historical fiction genre, this time an Irish/Scottish tale about a character who probably came to be known as Merlin in the King Arthur tales. Hard to read, but also fascinating. Better on audiobook to hear the accents read for you and the pronunciation of all the names
  • Tom Clancy’s The Division: Hearts on Fire, Kc Wayland – another audible original that I got for free. If I’m being honest, I picked it up because it was narrated by one of my favorite actors from my BSG fandom. It was a fast and fun read that reminded me of a video game
  • Aetherbound, E.K. Johnston – this was a scifi young adult. I really like this author but YA just is blah for me. Not really sure why…
  • Little Brother (Little Brother, #1), Cory Doctorow – this was social commentary and social justice/the future is a shit show like I really enjoy. If that’s your thing, you would love this book as well. If it isn’t, you probably hate this book…
  • Forty Acres, Dwayne Alexander Smith – a very interesting take on slavery and finding a way to heal our past but in fiction form. I picked this up from recommendations and was not disappointed
  • The Hiding Place, C.J. Tudor – a pretty creepy psychological thriller with some supernatural woven in for good measure. This was a recommendation from a friend that did not disappoint
  • When We Believed in Mermaids, Barbara O’Neal – another thriller/mystery because I just couldn’t get enough of these. It was really good and recommend this one for anyone who loves a good family drama with a little bit of mystery
  • Restless, William Boyd – a spy who got out kind of story about a woman who comes clean to her daughter about her secret life many years after the war.
  • On the Beach, Nevil Shute – a book club pick that I just didn’t like. Mostly because I can’t stand reading older fiction (this one was published in the 50’s) where the blatant sexism of the time period comes shining through
  • The Hollow Places, T. Kingfisher – another psychological thriller
  • The Scent Keeper, Erica Bauermeister – I devoured this book while on a beach in Mexico with my sister celebrating graduation… it was an amazing book that I highly recommend!
  • Red, White & Royal Blue, Casey McQuiston – romance of the highest and best kind with diverse characters and accurate portrayal of romance and real life. So good!
  • Then She Was Gone, Lisa Jewell – a book club pick in the mystery/thriller genre which was very well-done
  • Boyfriend Material (Boyfriend Material #1), Alexis Hall – more great and diverse romance
  • One Last Stop, Casey McQuiston – this was paranormal, diverse, and amazing all wrapped up together. I love this one!
  • Trailer Park Trickster (Adam Binder #2), David R. Slayton – an urban fantasy with my kind of witchcraft. I think I liked this second in the series even better than the first which is pretty rare for me
  • The Last Thing He Told Me, Laura Dave – more mystery/thriller but also really well done
  • The Guest List, Lucy Foley – mystery/thriller that had great potential and kind of left me wanting with the ending
  • Peeps (Peeps #1), Scott Westerfeld – eh, another YA that I didn’t hate but also didn’t love. At least I’m consistent, right?
  • Leave the World Behind, Rumaan Alam – a story about the end of the world where that isn’t central to the plot and instead is about people thrown into weird situations trying to cope. It didn’t really love this one especially the ending
  • Cytonic (Skyward #3), Brandon Sanderson – a rare YA series that I’ve kept reading and don’t hate
  • Such a Fun Age, Kiley Reid – an interesting read with undertones of dealing with privilege and race issues that I really liked
  • In Five Years, Rebecca Serle – this was a surprising find that I expected to be fluffy and trivial but that turned out to be very deep and with some heavy adult themes. Very good one!
  • Detransition, Baby, Torrey Peters – a very difficult read for non-trans (and especially cisgenered, heterosexuals like me) that is also one of the most impactful books I’ve ever read. I’m an LGBTQ+ ally and thought I had enough friends and people I care about who had shared their experiences that I knew what their lives were like. This book showed me that I knew almost nothing and gave me a deeper empathy for everyone on this path
  • Devil Versus Alpha (The Millennium Wolves #1) – I got sucked into some free reading app with a teaser chapter on Facebook because what’s more guilty pleasure than sex and werwolves?
  • Ghosted Soul (The Millennium Wolves #2) – who knew I was already reading the second book with that teaser app…
  • The Vanishing Half, Brit Bennett – another amazing novel that gives needed glimpses into #ownvoice experiences of the African American experience
  • Ravel, Cassidy Ward – a novella from one of my personal writing friends. Knitting and unraveling strands of reality? Yes, please!
  • The Wife Upstairs, Freida McFadden – a psychological thriller recommended by a coworker. Very enjoyable and very well-done
  • Edgedancer (The Stormlight Archive #2.5), Brandon Sanderson – I’m trying not to give up on this series but the books are slow to be released and major tomes to read when they do. This felt like a dip of toes into the world without a 54-hour audiobook commitment
  • Devolution: A Firsthand Account of the Rainier Sasquatch Massacre, Max Brooks – this one was fun but also not that scary or amazing given my previously mentioned desensitization toward “scary” books